Dating...

Uh... I really enjoy being single and having the freedom to do what I want when I want, even if that means watching reality tv in a tank top and undies... it's all fun and games until someone asks you out on a date, or wants to introduce you to this great friend they know would be perfect for you. Fuck that shit bitches! Seriously if they are so perfect for me why haven't we met before at some function in which I currently enjoy? I don't know... call me negative or whatever you want, I am just so over the whole dating process. For the most part it is a bunch of bullshit anyway... sit there pretty, be polite, smile, laugh at lame jokes he tries to formulate awkwardly amongst the terrible conversation... I think it is quite possible that some people are not meant to meet their match for several years down the line. I think that when things are suppose to happen they will, so why force it. Friends are fabulous, especially when you are busy like me.

I guess I feel a lot of times in my tiny town no one gets me. It's hard spending most of your life somewhere feeling like an alien from another planet... people always staring, always whispering... I love who I am and though it is far from perfect I think I am doing a hell of a job at life. Most people in my town pretty much suck at life... not meaning to make anyone feel bad, but for real people are closed minded, they cannot see past the welcome sign of our town and choose not to realize there is a big world of amazing wonders and possibilities. Either that or they are a drug addict or alcoholic... it makes me sad being around so many people just wasting their life...

Bring that back into the subject of dating... I suppose I can be said to be picky. I do not see what is wrong with wanting someone that is not a drug addict, not an alcoholic, has a job, doesn't have several children with other women, doesn't have some random crazy mental disorder. Is it really that much to want a life partner that has a job, most all his teeth, some intelligence, humor and doesn't completely look tragic physically? I love a great smile and eyes...

So... as they say, back to the drawing board... I don't expect a man to have everything I have, but be able to handle exactly who I am with confidence and not puss out. If you tell me you think you are not good enough for me then you are right... have some confidence boys... man up and fucking bring your balls to the table when you come at me <3